Conversation with Mentors

I had a long conversation with my old coach on a drive to see a friend of mine, which is her ex-player, play in her game. She truly is like a second mom to me. She believes it too because I turn to her for advice then don't take it. We talked mostly about my girlfriend, who she found out about yesterday. There was a lot said during this conversation, but the main thing I took away from it is that I need to live in the present and just be happy with everything great with her now instead of worrying about the future and/or the past. So tonight I'm living in the present and trying to enjoy everything about her. She makes me really happy and that's all that should matter. It is much easier said then done.

The One

Yesterday my girlfriend and I were talking about life and love, the usual. I asked her if she thought I was the one. She said yes, she asked me the same question back. I said idk. We've been dating for 3 months so I think shes okay with me saying it. Im not okay with saying idk because if my girlfriend was my boyfriend I would have most likely said yes. If she was a guy I would have said yes. I dont know what this means for me or this relationship. I am afraid to tell her because I know it'll break her heart. For now I guess I'll keep it to myself because I am happy with her and she is happy. I just feel like this is kinda me lying to her even though I technically didn't lie. I guess I have more things to sort about me being with a girl then I thought. I wish life could be simple and whenever i get happy I can't just stay happy.

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams"- Dr. Seuss

highlight of my day- I'm in love, and i couldnt be happier with her