Dan

I got the call at about 1am. Dan passed away. I do not know if I said this before, Kelsey and death do not coincide. Most people who know me well enough know I don't do death. Don't turn to me when you need to talk about death. I am the wrong person for the job. My way of dealing with death, is not dealing with it. Is it bad that I'm happy my plane leaves before his funeral and I am going to make no attempt to change my flight to later? If it is, honestly, I don't care if it's bad or not, I can't step up and go to the funeral. It's weird, every time I come home for break somebody else passes away. Maybe I should stop coming home? No I will still come home. I was up until 4am last night on the phone with my girlfriend who learned the hard way how I honestly don't do death when her grandpa died. She was really good about it last night and we talked about nonsense to keep my mind off of it until we realized she had to be up in a hour. She did the most adorable thing by staying on the phone with me until i fell asleep. She knows me all too well. She's coming over tonight so I do not have to sleep alone. She the greatest.

Dan thank you for being an amazing friend to me over the years. I will always love you like a bro bro. Say hi to Jay for me, and you two better not have too much fun without the remaining half of the quad. =]


quote of the day- "We live together, we will die together, then we throw anarchy in heaven together, the quad forever."- the quad (jay, dan, matt, me)

bright side of my day- playing lax, ohh how I miss playing that lovely sport.